I was thrown for a loop today. A newly preggo (with her second) friend came by work today and didn't seem too happy about her condition. Surprised the hell out of me because she'd always wanted a big family and had a really hard time trying to get pregnant the first time. She knew I'd had trouble when I was trying too. If I was pregnant with my second and talking to someone who desperately wants one, I wouldn't be complaining.
My inner clock keeps ticking louder and louder. I feel old. I feel like I need to get started again on trying to have children. That's not gonna happen for quite awhile though.
singing of beautiful and impossible things,
of things that are lovely and that never happen,
of things that are not and that should be." -Oscar Wilde
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