I don't know how people go through their lives with so much drama. Drama that they appear to be creating for themselves. Do they thrive on it? Do they not know how to be without it? I hear it from pretty much everyone at work almost every single day, and just listening to them exhausts me. I can't and don't even want to imagine what they feel. Some of it really isn't their fault... whether it be from bad luck or ending up with in-laws from hell. But some of it really is of their own doing. Why do they continue to do it to themselves? I'm the go to person when they need to vent and I'm to a point where I don't know what to say to them anymore.
No real drama in my life, just jumbled nerves. I got my packet of paperwork and medical records mailed off to the CEC yesterday. So sometime in the next few weeks I should be getting a call from one of the doctors there. Wow. I really hope I can afford to do the surgery if they think it could help. If not, I guess we'll jump right into TTC, so in theory I'll be happy either way. Well, once that ring shows up on my finger we will, haha.
I had my six week post surgery check up the other day and I'm doing well. Still feeling some pain, but he said I will for awhile. I start physical therapy next week to teach me how to move correctly and exercise without re-damaging my back. I kinda am and am not looking forward to it at the same time.
When my back is better, the boyfriend and I want to repaint the old roommate's bedroom and bathroom and fix up the rest of the house. Wenesday we drove through the neighborhood we'd like to live in seeing where the houses in our price range are. I'm so excited for that.
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