I went in for a blood test yesterday, and the results came back negative. Less than one mIU/ml, so really negative. I'm now almost three weeks late for AF with her nowhere in sight. Still having weird cramping and daily headaches, which are really annoying. The nurse talked about hormones changing as you get older (just what I needed to hear right then) and said if AF doesn't show by Monday to call and a make an appointment to see the doctor. Fucking awesome.
I called the boyfriend to tell him, and he was totally there for me. He sounded bummed but was so strong and supportive. He really has been amazing through all of this. We just had the best long weekend together. We went out of town for a few days and celebrated my birthday and Valentine's Day at his family's beach condo. We had such a relaxing time and a wonderful fancy dinner. I didn't drink at all, but you can bet I will be this weekend.
I'm sad. I'm disappointed. I'm scared the endo is back.
singing of beautiful and impossible things,
of things that are lovely and that never happen,
of things that are not and that should be." -Oscar Wilde
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