Monday, March 7, 2011

Maybe next month...

I was looking forward to this two week wait.  The first 2ww in six months.  I got excited at the thought of it being all I could do not to start testing at 7 DPO.  ...of staring at nonexistent, but potential lines.  ...of turning down that glass of wine.  I was really looking forward to being all hopeful for two weeks and wondering if every little twinge I felt could be because a tiny little one was being created and starting to grow.  Even though I would know that every "symptom" I felt was probably due to the Clomid, deep, deep down I would have hope.  I will still have those symptoms these next two weeks if the Clomid so chooses, but I know there's no baby in there causing them. 

I'm probably 1 DPO today.  Thirteen more days to go.

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