As much as I miss the physical contact, I now think the boy and I really are better at being just friends. The conversation flows more easily, and we're more open about things. We actually fell asleep talking the other night. The next day was his birthday, and I decked out his house after he went to work that morning. Then he invited me over for a movie the next night. It's been good.
Been emailing a little with the ex. Just polite conversation about the dogs and life, but it's been kinda nice. I keep going back and forth about whether I want to try to open the lines of communication between us more. I don't know if he'd even want that, but I feel like I may be emotionally more ready for it than I was before. Maybe.
Not sure if I've mentioned this before, but I've started knitting. Awesome roommate taught me how a few weeks ago, and I'm hooked. Sounds boring, but it's so calming. I'm starting easy with a scarf. Some days at work, I can't wait to just go home, turn on some tunes and knit. I get to be lost in thought or just zone out if I want.
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