Bummin a little tonight. Went to one of those host in your home parties with demonstrations and then the selling of stuff. It was less than stellar. Good food and wine, but also anxiety and self-seclusion. I hate how I can physically feel it work its way over my whole body.
Now I'm home with no roommate, and I'm lonely. I'm giving stupid eHarmony a shot again. It's discouraging. At least seven new matches daily, and not a one of them seems like a possibility.
There have been three guys on my mind lately. One is now off-limits, one is now a friend without benefits, and one is my ex-husband. The first still flirts and makes it so hard to continually say no. The second is still as strange as ever. And the third... well, we've been in contact a good amount lately, and I'm starting to miss him a lot again.
My realtor friend hooked me up with their lender who is supposed to be freakin awesome at getting people approved. She didn't say no, but she did say it might be tricky. I haven't heard from her since yesterday. I'm hoping that means she's working her magic. Oh yeah, found out my credit score is also freakin awesome. That's gotta count for something, right?
Got an addition to my back tattoo last night. Already ready to add some more.
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