It's weird how life works. For a year I was terrified to go back to work, and now work is the only place I want to be. When I'm at work I have things to focus on, tasks to accomplish, lots of people to talk to. I get to forget about life and be in a totally different mindset. I feel confident and self-assured. I don't have time to think about much else but what needs to be done.
But when I leave, my mind is free to think about other things. Things I don't want to think about. Things I thought I'd moved passed and gotten over. Things I've actually only pushed down, tried to ignore and want to go away. I used to love my alone time, but now I want to be constantly surrounded by people. I need them to distract me.
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