All day today I've been thinking about sex. I got EWCM this morning and am supposedly fertile right now, so it makes sense that all I can think about is doing the dirty.
But, literally two minutes ago it just dawned on me that exactly five years ago today I got dumped by a guy who was confused as to why I didn't want to have sex. I was still a virgin at that point, and it totally baffled him why I had waited so long to give it up. I was waiting for that special someone. I guess I didn't think he was it.
The guy I was with right before I got with the husband dumped me for the same reason, even though we weren't technically dating. Then he told me the day after the husband and I started officially dating that he wanted more than just sex. But I didn't see a future with him and had made a commitment to the husband because I could see a future with him and wanted to pursue it.
It is amazing as to what pops in our heads, and when. Sending lots of love and strength your way!
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